It seems like the vast majority of my entire life has been me trying really really hard just to end up failing anyway. I don’t know if I’m capable of anything anymore besides failure. Life seems genuinely impossible.
I haven’t felt this ready to give up completely in a long time. I don’t want to feel this defeated but I don’t know what to do to fight it, and I’m sick of fighting, anyway. It always seems to be for nothing.
I seriously wish I could die without it affecting anybody. I wish life was just a dream just so I could give up on it, since mine has been a complete nightmare.
boring people who probably read john green and listen to the beatles (via frnkierocellabration)
I Saw Water - Tigers Jaw
Today I needed a break
My friends are up in mountains
And I’m drowning in lakes